Dear Father, here's the little me speaking out to you. I may be small, & just another guy with all sorts of insignificant prayers. But life hasn't been kind, from my perspective, it has been too much for me. I know my faith for You had been wavering, neither here nor there. But believe me when I say I believe in You ultimately.
Father, the past few months have by far been the toughest of my life. Screwing up A levels, post-operation period of the infected cyst, NS. Probably it's nothing much compared to those living in poverty, who are trying to make ends meet. I know, my problems are so much insignificant compared to theirs. But, I think that's pretty much all I can take. All of these happenings are all part of your Great plans for me right? As much as I hope to think otherwise. What are they for? To allow me to brave through them & emerge as a better and stronger person character-wise so I can glorify you in future? Yes, I would love to glorify you, but isn't that an easier route to it. Ok maybe not, afterall there are no shortcuts to emerging as a better person, they say. But seriously Father, I'm losing purpose & direction of life. Please, please make things easier for me, will you? Please, Father, steer me back to the correct route or path. I can't imagine myself in this manner for the next 2 years or so.
Holy Father, name above every name, what I need now is not only your help in life, but also your presence. I'm so afraid, I'll steer away from you like how I did time after time again. Please God, do me just this favour, allow me to get what I want for NS, A levels once again, & whatever there is of my life. I do not want to hate my life anymore, I really want to embrace it. In face of current situation, it is impossible for me to do it. It's not doing me any good either.
Dear Father, take my life once again, I'll lay it down once again. All I have, I'll give it all to you lord. Purify my heart & soul Lord, let my mind be filled only you & purposes you have for me.
Father, I love you, & I know you do too. Please correct my life. Amen.
Father, the past few months have by far been the toughest of my life. Screwing up A levels, post-operation period of the infected cyst, NS. Probably it's nothing much compared to those living in poverty, who are trying to make ends meet. I know, my problems are so much insignificant compared to theirs. But, I think that's pretty much all I can take. All of these happenings are all part of your Great plans for me right? As much as I hope to think otherwise. What are they for? To allow me to brave through them & emerge as a better and stronger person character-wise so I can glorify you in future? Yes, I would love to glorify you, but isn't that an easier route to it. Ok maybe not, afterall there are no shortcuts to emerging as a better person, they say. But seriously Father, I'm losing purpose & direction of life. Please, please make things easier for me, will you? Please, Father, steer me back to the correct route or path. I can't imagine myself in this manner for the next 2 years or so.
Holy Father, name above every name, what I need now is not only your help in life, but also your presence. I'm so afraid, I'll steer away from you like how I did time after time again. Please God, do me just this favour, allow me to get what I want for NS, A levels once again, & whatever there is of my life. I do not want to hate my life anymore, I really want to embrace it. In face of current situation, it is impossible for me to do it. It's not doing me any good either.
Dear Father, take my life once again, I'll lay it down once again. All I have, I'll give it all to you lord. Purify my heart & soul Lord, let my mind be filled only you & purposes you have for me.
Father, I love you, & I know you do too. Please correct my life. Amen.
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