Friday, November 27, 2009

Aye!
Let this get as awkward as it can, I do not want to care.
Shall walk around with a sherlock holmes microscopic view of the floor because I do not want to step on your toes.
I will flee immediately seeing those...

I, the balloon, have finally been released into the clouds.
Far away from you.

Here's me. Me's here.

Hasn't been on blogger for like 3 years?
Ha, well who knows I would be back.
Abandoned livejournal for temporarily/for good.
There are many things I want to say but I can't.
Hmm, things like friendship on the rocks on the inside.
But everyone being oscar actors on the outside.
Sigh, life used to be so much fun when we were all innocent, living our head in the clouds, ignorant of everything.
But well, now I can't.
Perhaps it's because I haven't been in a love relationship, so I treat friendships a little more seriously.
& the closer the friend one is, the more I would expect of him/her.
Sadly, I guess friendships do reach saturation point, & this certain friendship of mine is becoming diluted.
Oh well. I guess like relationships, there are times in friendships where you have to learn to let go as well.

Just gotta learn to live with it.
Perhaps if I had the courage to pursue after some of things in life I loved,
life wouldn't be like that.

Talking to myself feels...good.